Carved on the desks(转载)

　　　　　　 Carved on the desks of first kiss 　
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　　　　I was the wind is blowing over the blue skirt, and my heart melted melancholy. On the University, the day seemed to have become the color blue than the previous. Quarters of the window is covered with ginkgo tree streets, the morning there will be many golden leaves fell on the balcony. At that time, I am 18 years old, a like ginkgo tree, like blue skirt, often sitting on the balcony's viewpoint girls. 　 小 荷 作文网 www.zww.cn
And his companion, often outside the supermarket to buy 950 ml of milk and contains pockets of beautiful paper Hua Mei, and then while eating ice cream while Diezhao yellow leaves through the early twilight Street. Because I am determined to be a Santan people, live reading of inactivity career, psychological often full of inexplicable sadness. 　
Because of psychological distress, I would like one person. I do not know how he will note, there is only a certain period of time, I will meet him, to see him inadvertently traversed from my side, or at the same occasion arise, I would be very tense. 　
Sitting in the library reading room, straight at the past, he is! Then a pair of shiny eyes, but then malicious handsome, I know that the men should not rely on a Lianrong win, but I really conquered by his appearance. The eyes can see a person in jail, a Zhabuzha, black eyes the color of a deep, it is cruel Wenbo, a shy lashes more meaning, he too strange. I liked him. 　
April 25, 1997 evening, I sat in the balcony, all of a sudden after he Below, He was wearing a black T-shirt, Daiyiding cap, the hat-wearing, duck tongue Zhezhaohounaobiao. Holding a ball in his hands, like a small rogue like leisurely toward a nearby basketball court. I was the wind is blowing over the blue skirt, and my heart melted melancholy. 　
I would go to the Blue Stadium Yuanyuandekan him play with others. They are all boys, a few people have paid attention to me, then Fr Ismartono, everyone looking at me, he also Huiguojuan several times, but he did not expression. 　
They do not have stirred up trouble, but seriously play, I suddenly find themselves territories silly, they left. 　
I decided to forget him. But the opportunity came suddenly, games, I have seen his black shirt, and his hat-wearing, small rogue like walking posture, and their lack of dignity. That day, good friends and I go along, I told friends what I like boys. 　
She watch him, said to me: "it does not look like the good guys.", I said: "." We followed him to the location of their classes, I see clearly that under his management system, a high than I grade. 　
Since then I have the impression of management are particularly good, they will see that smile, really Aiwujiwu, but also often attend his demeanour, and resolve to meet him at any time, he should be a perfect, I see. I also met with him a lot of ideas of ways, for example, I take out books from the classroom, he suddenly hit me one day or wearing a beautiful dress, he noted that I or, I have been knocked down by cars, He happened after…… 　
But I can imagine what did not happen. Real encounter is very simple. That day I also saw him in the library, we have two, separated by only a Muzhuo, I wrote a note, but no rhetoric, just write my name, and said he would like to contact. I dare not look at him, in the book on its head low. Then, when I looked up and found that he had gone, I was really good regret, denial is a moment of the taste of even wanted to commit suicide, I would help in the table, and Kubuchu Xiangku. 　
Late, I would go, the whole portrait was rain Linta, immense frustrated, however, when I went to the door, I saw that he was Zuozaisijieshang, he turned, saw me, smiled. said: "The fool!" I am pleasantly surprised to almost jump up, and then I hand him the gap, I sent to the dormitory door, and then he told me to my library card, the inside of an inch photos torn off, put their own pockets , just departed. 　
We appointments, I deliberately wear to see him to buy a new dress, I think he must have felt I was out so grand for what. He laughed. I did not go very far, he came back to the things I mentioned, such as detective novels, his photo, ZHANG Chu songs, I showed all. 　
Then we study of Chengde to, I will miss his days and nights. Unfamiliar to the city, want to see good things for him, every Yishouqingge think we are in the description. Bought a delicious fig, ugly appearance of this small but very sweet fruit, there are many small grains, I come back, and he is watching movies together, take a fig, two people are happy to eat and uncomfortable, and this is the taste of first love it. Back road traversed a large locust tree, we Huwang each other, and his eyes looked ill, but I suddenly laugh, think of two people mouthful of fig seeds, and how to kiss it, I they turn first to. 　
I asked him: "Ouyang Azusa, do you love me?" He said: I do not know, it is not clear. He just looked at me with eyes, and laughed. One day later, he said to me, I find that his original girlfriend's back, he and her together. At that time, I stood before him, and did not like the movie as the elegant girls to give him a slap in the face, I start with angry stone ground beat him. He strokes in the chest, but did not say a word, only silence is gone, I Kukutiti But to be a lot of injuries. 　
I returned to the school career Santan go. He did not let me see him, ah, but also what is necessary to meet with, the people like him, I should have had a premonition of his life only how a girl? And I need is Wenhou lasting love, and he can give us exactly the opposite. That afternoon I sat on the balcony reading, all of a sudden tears, time off soon, he graduated. 　
It is the day school graduates, been tumultuous ones in dormitories, some in tears, some people eat, some people on自习to, in that night, he suddenly appeared, we evening I left a dormitory, he pushed they come in the door, and also did not say a word, so I Ling out. 　
We came cinema Nake locust tree, he shoved me in a trunk, and then said, Qin Zhen, I would like to - you. I did not struggle, but gently close your eyes and asked him: "Ouyang Azusa, do you love me?" At the time I found that, in fact, I have been very disappointing love him. His breath spray in my face, and into the right close by home, but all of a sudden gone. He liberalized me, did not answer my question, the only one said to me: "idiot." After this I think I refuse to give up, I suddenly will be a smart analysis of the relationship between he and I - I just But he is a lonely time for the toys, he told me just fun fun. Think of this, I also went to the graduation time, I have boyfriend, the president's son, because he liked me and he liked his dad, we left the school, and soon to be married, the two live in the four rooms Garden Office of the small building. 　
My life easy boredom, need only to the classroom every Monday at the names of the students, the students did not come to a name painted red, unlike other counselors to find ways to rectify that, I was out of the weak were very popular among students. 　
Kuaia had a good time, the twinkling of an eye, a group of freshmen to the report, students of the General Assembly, opened the day, I am in the names of many people, all of a sudden see Ouyang right word, when I point to him, and he stood up. I am shocked. 　
Ouyang Azusa certainly not a copy. On the right is the right of small, Ouyang Tze a distant relative, a lively love for the children to speak, he told me Ouyang Xin Fu Zi is now. 　
I have the right to inquire about this through small Ouyang Azusa to the situation, I know this is wrong, but I can not control themselves and then later when I travel, and went to his home. 　
I accordance with the right to the small of my address, the unit went to Ouyang Azusa, he saw me - I laughed out from his office, and the sun is squandering a shoulder, we have nothing to say, he took me to the final his home for dinner. 　
They already have a child, life is very good insipid. His wife and I obviously do not know the past, Ouyang Zi, I am very enthusiastic to be. After dinner, I left, but many years ago I can think of a word and a kiss, but not always. 　
Sometimes I am very obdurate, I let Ouyang Azusa gave me. Walk on the street, I asked him, Ouyang Tze, I Aibuai you in the end? Why do you have to become like this? He suddenly become urgent, and said: you want me to say, I make the university of the people themselves, it can not be irresponsible. I just loves her life of a person, it had been decided! I do not love you. 　
We have thus very different from the desalination. Back, I started arranged marriage thing. 　
People say that the majority of people's first love is failure, but I also was a remarkable person, and how it will be spared. 　
One spring afternoon, the school clean-up, I am a classroom when a loud grade students suddenly asked me, I sent them to a table of old books, it is a very old very old wooden desk, the classroom on the last row , has been a casual borers Yaode cakes, but it is still above the characters clear, I saw my name, and some of her Waiwaichouchou: Hazel's health, I hope you will never see the other, if you see, I will not ease off the Xiabansheng End. I love you. I love how you do not. I just regret it very much their own fault for just, it is to bring punishment I will never Quwen I really love the people, and they can not live with her. 　
Behind, a great Chunyi, printed in red pen another painting Chunyi on. 　
Students applaud, I have the goodwill of the child, also laughed, "Who is the mischievous ah." I said. But it sheds tears turned.