Finish the mountains of homework, dragging the tired body and mind go to the room, lie on the bed, want to supplement energy, but I am tossing and turning in bed, for a long time can't fall asleep, annoying the thoughts coming to me, no longer depressed, heavy breathing only extend the forehead.I don't know how to fall asleep, only feel they have to sleep for a long time.Slightly opened his eyes suddenly found I sleep in a strange environment, lips and hand clenched, of fear, looked around, suddenly found the head of a bed with a notebook, sense of curiosity which is I opened the book -
2014 on x x x.Just wanted to go out, mother stopped my way, staring at me the big, fat pants to say: "how can a lady in the spring of this kind of pants?"Said he pulled me into the room, from cousin cupboard to find the one belongs to a teenage girl pants, I changed the the helpless I don't like the pants, maybe, I can only choose to obey!……* *month * * 2019.The teacher into a creative writing, I was thinking about winning, but I didn't expect the teacher I scolded by the hard.I am helpless and change the composition to the teacher would expect, once again I chose to obey 小荷作文网 www.zww.cn
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X month x day in 2021.I've finally graduated from college, came to the company to apply for my dreams, when they want me to give a beer sales plan, my mind and his mother said to me: when she answer led question choose a certain answer, don't think in a mess.In my subconscious again once again the choice of the subject, and this time I lost.
X x x, 2021 for the second time to apply for, I lost.
2021 x month x day, apply for the third time, and I lost again
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2021 on x x x.I yet?The answer is no, then why did I fail again and again, I don't understand, and can't understand, the in the mind suddenly dark.
Closed notes, I can't wait rushed out of the room, looking at 2012 I, the appearance of the decadent chilling, was trembling body shaking.
Suddenly opened his eyes, the sunshine that shoots from the window, to light up the whole room, I was in his own bed again, everything came too suddenly, was just a dream?I'm in bed to himself.I according to the requirements of the teacher and her mother made a well-behaved boy, but why I was going anywhere in this world, confused about what to do?
We defend character of youth, crazy try, however a lenovo would have "elders" and "teacher" to criticize you, you will change yourself, try to be smart, "and the same. All the young people like goods production assembly line, good appearance and quality is not bad, but too, in man's life's journey, we have to face the strong power and was helpless, aging and death. So, let's indulge youth. Let it fly!
Study, will be a "bad boy" into a "good boy", in the end, a large group of "great" mediocrity ", a lot of, those who had lovely, precious "bad boy" and where are you going to do?Know what is social progress or retrogression?All of us is not clear, look out of the city wit, many people with his own personality and ideal go under duress, we like a near-sighted, ignores their initial pursues, hoped for.Most of the time "despair" is the result of "distortion".This life is a journey, let a person from the extreme some people can find self ashes, some people who have been living flesh, was unable to resist, but we lost personality as the loss of power of the people, to compromise and give up on yourself.
Some people say that when a young man had only four hours a day back, wash face, brush my teeth, walk, go to the toilet, and eat three meals, but fortunately, more than ten years to also can not afford to city three square meters of the house, then cattle psychological consultant can't bring him back the love of life.Yeah!In the day-to-day life of repeating what you don't like things, if not in love with it, in the process of the that waiting for us is only despair.Don't understand what we are going back and forth across the famous work, in this world is for the sake of what?Power, money, desire, or our own?You and I will have nothing at the end of life, why don't you try that let floating youth.We always have some strange feeling of youth.
I do not know come from?I don't know, when I the year lead half hundred, and then look back on this day, will be a show what kind of mess and unbearable.So -
Please let have it another rebellious youth.
Let a rebellious youth's personality;
Let youth gorgeous color;
Let the color light up our life.
We don't need to play the role of a holy in the presence of parents, because no one is holy, life, whatever feeling or not, will eventually "water non-trace", time will heal everything.
In this case, why should I wronged themselves, go begging the so-called bright future, not "bad" would not "bad", it turns out to be "good very mediocre" wise men ". I'm not perfect, but I just want to let the "bad character", "bad not mediocrity" we, with practical action to let the people around them slowly came back.
Make a "bad boy" is the best investment for the future. |
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